My Wembley
Growing up in Wembley, London (Middlesex until 1964) from 1944 until 1966 and its role in my life ever since. A memoir of sorts through the eye of a telescope
Thursday, 23 June 2022
Saturday, 4 June 2022
A London you can hold in your hands
Seeing The Cube, it is instantly recognisable for what it is - a map of the London Underground. Looking at it, you soon see it is like no other map. It offers no explanations. There is no legend. You, the viewer, are left to interpret what is what; to provide your own explanations.
When I was designing The Cube, my first act was to create a grid of equal sized squares. It could not be of a square or a rectangular design, so I needed to find another design solution, which I did by chance and, given what The Cube is, I consider the solution reasonable.
It is my design and I have stamped my ownership on it in various ways, all visible, some more than others.
That I think linear when it comes to maps is understandable many ways:
It was the first map I ever saw, probably as a baby going into Wembley Central or Alperton stations. They were large. Outside the stations, in the ticket halls, on the platforms, in the trains (not the L.M.S. electric trains* running to Euston or, occasionally, Broad Street, which ran on the same rails and shared the same platforms as Bakerloo line tube trains between Watford Junction and Queens Park for most of my childhood).
I saw the station names on London Transport roundels and pointed. My mother, when I saw her, took me on days out. Seeing her was always associated with treats. She would point with me and say ‘Alperton’, ‘Park Royal’, ‘North Ealing’, ‘Ealing Common’, ‘Acton Town’ and so we would go on, every station. No wonder my mother spent a lifetime telling me and anyone who would listen that I could read an Underground map before I started school aged five in 1949. I could read London Transport bus maps too. The London Underground was part of my education.
The Underground map also shaped how I saw London and, by and large, it made sense. I associated some stations with names and special places. I still do.
I could go on, but I’m pretty sure what I say about myself is also true for many others as well. The Underground Map is not just a collection of coloured lines and names. It is our lives.
The original Underground map by Harry Beck is a work of art; an icon. Never bettered.
Contemporary London railway maps are, sadly, overcrowded with lines and too much small print, making much of the information unreadable as far as many of those looking at the map are concerned, albeit understandable, the map has become as confusing as a maze.
What I hope I give you with The Cube is a London you can hold in your hands. It will get better I promise, but at 78 I cannot afford to wait until I have perfected my creation, so when you hold The Cube think of it like the world it tries to encapsulate - less than perfect, striving to be better.
Robert Howard. Cube map designer.
NOTE. * The pedantic reader may want to say the L.M.S. Railway was nationalised in 1948, which is true, but the old brown L.M.S. electric trains with sliding doors, which rarely stayed closed, continued to run in their old livery into the 1950s, when they were withdrawn. Anyway, during my younger years, the old names of railway lines and companies persisted. It was a long time before ‘British Railways/B.R.’ replaced the old company names in common parlance.
My 1960 London Cube
It's been eight months since my last post, but Wembley has never been far from my thoughts. Creating linear maps and designing bus boxes have been among my activities for the last five/six years. Back in 2017, I designed my first cube map box, showing Nottingham City Centre. It was a first, no one had ever tried to design such a box before to the best of my knowledge. Certainly not in Nottingham. Here is a picture of that box, in front of which stand two sides of a Beeston cube map box I made a month ago with the intention of marking 'open gardens' – a weekend fundraising event in the town. In the event the cube idea stayed just that but, by chance and not design I discovered how to make a cube map of Beeston:
Tuesday, 28 September 2021
You wait for ages and two come along together. Two 662 trolleybus bus tales - link…
Here is my link to two 662 trolleybus paperbag stories by me. Both are Wembley related and of my time in Wembley:
https://paperbagstories.substack.com/
I hope they bring a smile to your face.
Robert
Click on the image to enlarge.
Brent Archives quickly amend wrongly captioned Swinderby Road photo
Brent Archives have updated the caption which accompanies a photograph of my maternal grandfather (who I called 'Pop') at his workbench at the rear of 36 Swinderby Road in Wembley, with me and my mother, Betty, looking on. To the left of my mother, is my Uncle Syd, Pop's brother. Thank you Brent Archives. Here is the updated copy from the Brent Archives' online catalogue:
The photograph, of which I have my own original copy, is one of a number given to Brent Archives twenty years age by my Uncle Frank (Francis Howard), was was Syd's son and my mother's first cousin. They came all be found in the Archives. They are easy to find.My first memory is of Uncle Syd and, like so many early memories, not a happy one.
Back in 2011, Mike Burnham, who was tutoring a WEA writing class I had joined a few months earlier, asked the class to write about a childhood memory and I wrote this in half-an-hour, then read it to the class. Reading again I feel it captures how I felt as a young boy growing up in Wembley in the late-1940s/early 1950s.
My early years are blank,
I only know what I've been told,
Or seen in photographs of me,
Are they clues to who I am?
Perhaps reality lies hidden.
When did I become aware?
Sitting in a pushchair,
Uncle Sid and Pop. A fight,
Men running out,
A woman shouting.
Left in Nanna's care,
I remember little of those childhood years,
Pictures show a happy child,
One, standing on a tank,
And, yes, I see the man in me.
Conjuring memories now is easy,
Just how real are they?
And here they come,
A frenzy in my head,
A maze I scramble through.
Perhaps a play describes them best,
In the theatre of my mind,
Sometimes victim, never hero,
Sometimes audience, never star,
Then passive, watching other lives.
Now I see my life in others,
Childhoods that seem my own,
Still upon a stage,
Love growing up,
A family moving on,
And that first memory?
I was nearly two,
But was 26 before I knew,
It was a family gathering,
Of a kind we all dread.
'Well I never' my Pop said,
'Fancy you remembering that,
Now that Sid is dead',
Then we laughed,
And wondered who'd be next.
Robert Howard
3 April 2011.
What I have are the memories of what Pop told me and my mother later confirmed. Uncle Sid didn't want to go back to Springfield Mental Hospital, near Tooting and 662 and 630 trolleybus ride away, after having the spent week with us on Swinderby Road. Sid staring kicking Pop and they ended up wrestling on the pavement across from the old Wembley Police Station. It was probably my mother's screaming which brought the policemen running out and dragged Uncle Sid off Pop and took him to the police station, Pop and my mother following, me still in my pushchair being lifted up the steps. I remembered all this, op and my mother told me years later, at Uncle Sid's funeral. Pop explained what was what and Uncle Sid calmed down and was told that he could either go back on the bus with Pop or in a police car. Pop always said it was the sight of the uniforms that calmed Sid down and he did what he was told.
The outbursts happened from time to time and I would go with Pop whilst growing up to see Uncle Sid in Springfield every month. By trolley bus of course. Always a great adventure.
The photographs in Brent Archives include a number of Uncle Sid in 'Persia',but I grew up believing he become a POW during WW1 whilst fighting in Mesopotamia.
I still see the scene still in my head much as I captured this memory when prompted to write it down in 2011.
Thursday, 26 December 2019
The life and loves I owe to being Wembley bred
Thursday, 18 July 2019
How life at 75 reflects life at 8 and the 83 bus
The good news is that I recovered well and at no time have I ever felt any pain or discomfort, so by the end of 2017 life was pretty much back to normal and the main risk I faced (and still face) was my lungs becoming inflamed by an infection of some kind. The things I do to avoid this are pretty simple: no going to the cinema or theatre, meetings, crowded buildings, all things I manage with ease except for the occasional appeals to my vanity when I get asked to speak at a meeting or do a display. Writing this I have just realised this Wembley bus boy has not shared the fact that since October 2018 there has been a Nottingham City Transport 35 'History Bus' bearing his name.
Anyway back to how coping with old age and health is like an 83 bus ride c.1952. Here is the text of an email I sent to an old Swinderby Road friend yesterday. I hope it speaks for itself:
I’m currently on antibiotics and will attend my first lung ‘boot camp’ next Tuesday and therein lies my problem. There are periods when it is hard to be positive. I suspect I have spoken about becoming a ‘Half-day person’ and in managing that, lots of good intentions become baggage which either falls off the handcart you are pulling or pushing, or you push off to lighten the load. Other things fall off unnoticed.
Another analogy is that of travelling back to Wembley on a Sunday evening on an 83 bus as a child (it’s always an 83 bus on a Sunday) from relatives in Kingsbury. Back in those days London Transport buses operated to a rush-hour timetable whatever day or the time. (this was a laudable union thing to protect jobs and pay - faster journey times = fewer buses = fewer drivers/conductors = less overtime = fewer family holidays and so on). What this meant at 6 o’clock on a Sunday evening was a very slow bus ride home, which I actually enjoyed, listening to the purring sing-sing of a gentle AEC bus engine. Nothing much happened, the buses were usually so slow that passengers just hopped on and off. Eventually it would turn onto Ealing Road and I’d get off outside the Regal.
Well, my life now is much like an 83 bus ride back then and I am very grateful for the fact. I know where I’m going and I’m very happy to be doing it slowly. In this respect I remain one lucky bunny.
Today I feel low but not down. I see such days as inevitable. The hot muggy days don’t help but it’s easy to do what I’m told: stay indoors, stay cool and drink plenty of liquids. I probably haven’t been helping myself with self-imposed deadlines to help people and groups that I Iike. There is baggage on the handcart I mentioned earlier that needn’t be there.
The good news is that I still feel that I have plenty of time if I let life dawdle a bit like my 83 bus. My heart surgeon’s last words to me after my surgery were ‘Next time it will be keyhole’ and that is an appointment c.2029-2032 I want to keep, even with my lungs!
So that's it for now.
Thursday, 2 February 2017
My Wembley boundaries when at home
Thursday, 19 January 2017
Three Wembley histories and different perspectives
Saturday, 14 January 2017
A 9d Piccadilly ticket to Museumland
I have a vague memory of memorabilia being displayed in the old Barham Park Library and when the Brent Borough Council opened the Grange Museum in Neasden one of its first displays had the photograph below at its centre surrounded by work tools my family gave to the Museum before it opened. By chance, Susan and I knew the museum's first curator, Val Bott, because we were all members of the then Labour Arts & Museums association (LAMA), which later merged with Arts for Labour.
Wednesday, 11 January 2017
Three years and I'm back
So, why has it taken me so long to return to this memoir? In truth, the local historian and writer in me has yet to finalise how I want to proceed, plus the fact that I returned from London in 2013 to find our cat, Markiza, was ill. She had come to live with Susan, who I have lived with since 1975 and married in 1977, and me after a close friend went into a nursing home in 2008, by which time Markiza was already quite elderly. We knew Markiza as long as our friend Michael had because I had gone with with him to the Cats Protection Shelter at Watnall, near Nottingham, and was there when he chose Markiza.
In early November 2013, Markiza was put to sleep in our arms at home. It really was a peaceful end. We had been thinking of downsizing for several years and her passing was the trigger. It took us a full year to move, even though we sold the house quite quickly. We didn't move far, just under three miles to nearby Beeston, an area we knew well. It was home from the day we moved in, my daughter Alicia and her partner Steve came and stayed a couple of days and did all the grunt work.
2015 was election year and though I was no more than a Labour Party foot soldier, living in the marginal Broxtowe constituency meant there was a constant stream of delivery to do, plus work on the house and the largest garden we have ever had in our lives. Fortunately, the latter was well maintained and our plan for 2015 just to pull weeds, pick the fruit and cut the grass. The first time I did the latter I coughed up blood, which led to me having an x-ray on the day after the general election. Ten days later I was being seen in the lung assessment unit at Nottingham City Hospital, because the x-ray had revealed 'established fibrosis of the lungs' (I have never smoked), with the doctor asking me 'How long have you had a heart condition?' 'What heart condition?' I replied. At the time I felt in the best of health, but the NHS picked me up and has spent twenty months monitoring me. To cut a long story short, my lungs are 90% normal and my heart condition is congenital (I was born with two cusps in my aortic heart valve instead of three), but it has reached the point where I am down to have open heart surgery later this month (January). In the last few months I have become a 'half-day person'. Right now I consider myself one lucky bunny, the NHS have been faultless in their care and support and I am looking forward to getting back to my old self.
In readiness, I have cleared the decks and decided that post-op I will have three interests: the garden, writing and my memoir, beginning with my Wembley years, so here I am, about to climb back on the bike so to speak, knowing that I may disappear from view again for a few months, but with this posting anyone who chances upon this blog will know it does have a future.
After my October 2013 visit to Brent Archive I prepared three tables based on electoral roll information. I include the tables below without comment other than what I may have already included. I know there are people missing, some of the lodgers at 36 Swinderby Road for example, and those faces I can see from my childhood days, but to which I cannot (yet) attach names.
To see the tables more clearly, click on to enlarge:
Me in the early-1990s snoozing on the sofa, with our then cats Coco and Jenny above me sleeping as well.
We have not had a cat since Markiza passed on.
NOTE: * I lived with my mother and step-father in Swindon when I was 12–13 for about four months before coming back to Wembley and returning to Alperton School. I cannot remember the exact year (something I still have to check).